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[15 Dec 2007|03:10pm] |
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i don't want to go to work. i don't want to go to work. i don't want to go to work.
i never thought i'd say this, but i hate it there. someone's being 2-faced and i reeeeally want to find out who it is. i know it's not any of my friends. i've spent the whole day tweaking my cv and applying to agencies online. the quicker i get out the better really. it just saddens me cause my job has been a big part of my life for nearly 3 years. hmmm.
this was quite depressing, really. it's the staff night out tonight and it's the first time in 3 years i won't be going. i'm quite pathetic really.
today is like.. someone's birthday or something? you know when it's one of those dates you're supposed to remember but you can't remember for? aye, one of them. i'll figure it out i'm sure.
and now back to more procrastination before workio.
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[11 Apr 2007|08:03pm] |
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fed up of being let down.
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[29 Jan 2007|11:55am] |
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Speaking to beebot on MSN last night and we decided that everyone should act like they were 16/17 again, updating their livejournals 3487534908591348590 times a day with pointless, irrelevant crap and getting lots of comments. Livejournal just isn't the same any more
In other news, I'm a genius because I got my week off. Luckily, Christine was in and got everything sorted with Dave (the dude who does the schedules) so yes, I have the week off. I went to Argos and got some new pans (they're pretty) and a foldable chair so I don't break my knees when doing my hair. ALSO! Found out that the floor in our bedroom has a hill on it. Haha. This amused us for about 5 seconds.
My Brand New hoodie arrived. It's so pretty♥
Nothing else to say. Nobody comments anymore. At all. This makes me sad :(
♥
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[24 Jan 2007|08:21pm] |
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Today in Psychology we went on a field-trip. To the IT centre. It was a momentous occasion. We had to do group work (HAHA I haven't done that since I was at school) and I was 'in charge' of our group which meant I basically got to write a list. Not that exciting. But we got to walk down in twos.
Jenna was being a bint today and pissing everyone off. She was being really irritating and taking the Psychology task so seriously, then she lost her phone and went skeppy and held up the entire lecture theatre (it turned out it she'd dropped it into someone else's bag..) and then she was going on about how much money her parents have (or something) and gave us really dirty looks when we said we weren't going to Sociology. She does my head in, but she's alright really.
I met Rachael's boyfriend 'Peanut' (?) I got told that the reason he was called that was because his head was shaped like a peanut. I begged to differ. Anyway, we went for the usual Wednesday lunch. I had a pint of cider and blackcurrant and I felt so weird afterwards. So weird that I walked into a cone :/ I felt drunk, but I knew I wasn't, cause I'd only had one. I still giggled the entire way through the lecture. Ha.
Leah-Anne and I went to Timpson's to get Keeley's house keys cut after college. The guy who served us was cute. I also got the CUTEST bed sheets from Primark. Pink with different coloured spots on them and a pink sheet <3 Love eeet. I came home, downloaded music and ironed.
I also got the data cable for my phone sorted, ( photos, much? )
& this is all that's been on my ipod lately;

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[23 Jan 2007|02:26pm] |
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SOOOO it's snowing properly. Bastards. I hate the snow - it makes everything icy and my feet wet. Not impressed, thanks.
The resit went okay. I had my notes in my bag, but I don't think I wrote enough. Ha.
( I don't have anything else to say and i'm procrastinating )
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[22 Jan 2007|09:56pm] |
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Urgh, it's cold. And snowy. I have no comments on Myspace or Bebo and no messages on Faceparty. I'm being a paranoid shit tonight. In regards to.. well.. you know who. HAH. I'm off to bed. xo
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[10 Jan 2007|06:02pm] |
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
College was extremely productive today. In psychology we watched Big Brother. God, the way I talk about it people would think i just watch TV and colour in. Sorry to shatter any illusions you may have about me working hard, but that's the way it actually is. THEN in Sociology we had a lecture about plebs. I haven't laughed so much in a long time. Leah-Anne and I exchanged pieces of paper which just said 'Pleb' on them.
I met my mum for lunch. She presented me with a bill from o2. £100.05. Ooops. I don't know how the hell I managed to go over it. But it's okay because although I have to pay it back, she bought me socks and pink hair dye (YAS).
I'm feeling chipper. Yes. You ready that right. CHIPPER.
Keeley, Chris and I are seeing The Arcade Fire in Glasgow in March. That should be fun. I really want to make 2007 a good year :)
Right, I'm off for a shower and then to tidy my living room and revise. Deed!
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[21 Dec 2006|08:46pm] |
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my hasn't this week been eventful? I FUCKING LOVE BEING SINGLE! :D seriously, it's the best thing i did in a long time. can't believe i was with that retard for so long. ha. whatever. i've been staying at keeley's while i get my flat sorted/dodds is in manchester. i've also been off work and college a lot. it's been ace. we've (well, she's) made soup and we've eaten crap and talked about certain individuals (♥) oh i just got trifle. TRIFLE. TRY-FULL (?) yeah, bye
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[27 Nov 2006|12:11am] |
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so i've almost definately fucked up psychology. re-assessment is my friend. geography went okay although i forgot to add those big long words that jenna advised me to before the exam. oh dear. sociology on tuesday which is not cool. not cool at all. exams aside, everything is going swimmingly. i couldn't move on friday pretty much due to nixo feeding me pure southern comfort ("LOOK, PHIL, WE MADE WHISKEY!"). oh dear. hence another disciplinary from my work for attendence. wheeeey. thursday night was pure banter. the whole point was nicola and leah-anne would come round to revise for sociology after the eography exam. we had good intetions, i swear! however, we decided to go to asda and get some food. which turned into £20 worth of alcohol. we drank, leah-anne went awol (avec my pink duvet!) sat on my doorstep and spoke to some random while nixo and i drank the remainder of the wine. pete posted her socks through the letter box and leah-anne finally came back up the stairs, pink duvet intact. keeley's 21st on wednesday which should be amaaaaaazingggg :) this entry was sponsored by pete's ma
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[15 Nov 2006|08:52pm] |
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SO I'M NOT DEAD. SORRY EVERYONE. this is going to have to be quick because i have to be presentable to the world for 10. arse. my internet's kept dying recently so i wasn't able to get online for more than 5 minutes without getting disconnected. i don't like it. not one bit. college is awesome! i'm really, really in love with it. the course& the people. i love the lectures and the general banter we have during our breaks (videos to come) i still don't get philosophy but meh, whatever. i've applied to aberdeen uni so we'll see what happens on that front. i went to edinburgh. it was nice. we went shopping and ate too much pizza. i reduced my hours at work from 25 to 20. it means i get more time to prat around. it's been about two months since i went to moshulu. i miss it. lots. oh and today i spent £55 on benefit makeup. yay4sales! i'm just really content with the way everything's going at the moment. :)
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[18 Oct 2006|03:44am] |
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i wish there was a pill that made you skinny. not ecstacy.
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[12 Sep 2006|01:30pm] |
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college was a complete waste of time today. initially woke up at 7, but kept hitting the snooze button on my phone which meant i woke at 8. oops. i had to phone o2 anyway so i could bitch at them for not giving me a contract phone. it still isn't sorted. apparently it's because of my credit score.. umm.. yeah. i have a well-paid part time job, i've NEVER been overdrawn, and the only debts i've had have been phone/broadband/electric bills, and i had a contract with o2 when i was 17 and the bills then were always paid on time. cunts. on top of all that (to add insult to injury), the bank sent me through a letter yesterday saying my credit score was so good i could apply for a credit card - ARGH. fuck off and leave me alone forever, o2. and don't even get me started on saas. i've been trying to contact them for the past three weeks and every time i try they're engaged. i'm never going to get my bursary sorted! so yeah, i missed research methodology (can't say i'm particularly bothered) and then i had a half hour break and was supposed to have a sociology lecture. except the lecturer didn't turn up. good een. so instead i wallowed in pity at not being able to get a nice phone and window shopped. hah. and i hate idle people. there is a difference between being lazy and just plain bone-idle. you're the latter. xxx
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[10 Sep 2006|04:35pm] |
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i'm rich this week (kinda) so i spent £40 on food from m&s. this didn't included anything for actual meals. hah. i'm going straight to hell.. i'm really enjoying college. although, i'm beginning to feel a bit mince cause everyone else has progressed through the different courses and i just got plonked into the hnc. never mind though. oh and i move a week today! eeee!
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[24 Aug 2006|10:09pm] |
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i suppose i'd better update. i'm starting college tomorrow. in a way, i'm dreading the 9am stars, the workload and having to balance education/a job/having my own place/pete/friendships. but on the other hand, i'm really looking forward to it. extra money (i'm going to be better off being a student and working part time than i am working full time in my current job o.0) and actually doing something with my life as opposed to being stuck in a call centre for the rest of my days. a call centre with lots of potential, but not for me. i don't want to be answering phones for the rest of my life. the novelty has well and truly worn off. moving in less than a month too. i'm super-excited but also super-worried cause i haven't even contemplated packing my stuff yet. and i have a hell of a lot of stuff. someone was in today to view my flat and it just felt weird getting everything ready cause it's kind of.. i dunno. mine i guess? it's the first time i've been fully independent and i liked it. stressful at times, but i've had no financial support from anyone bar myself and i'm glad i have done. pete's got a new job as well so that means that he'll finally be able to contribute to stuff. i'm so pleased. everything's going pretty good actually. new beginnings and all that. i really just use this for reading friends' pages/communities so if i don't update for like another two months, you'll know why! oh and cauliflower cheese bakes from iceland are really nice! x
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[18 Aug 2006|05:26pm] |
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christ.. i just looked at some old lj entries from my old journal of 18 months-a year ago.. i used to be such a knob. thank FUCK i've got a grip of myself now. but.. kinda nostalgic looking at all that i wrote. meh. but yeah, i'm happy
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[07 Aug 2006|12:38am] |
argh, wtf is it with people trying to make me have an epeleptic fit tonight? haha, gype.
two updates in the space of half an hour? madness.
this is the first song on your mixtape and it's short just like your tempter, somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend, before you got too cool
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[04 Jun 2006|11:02am] |
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[29 May 2006|02:58am] |
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listening to aphex twin at 3am is the most surreal feeling ever.
p.s: brain is dead. hence the icon. you love the icon♥
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